We want many different things throughout our lives.
Sometimes, the things we say we want are not consistent with our actions. So here’s a question. Should we believe our actions or our words? And if we don’t do the things we say we want, what’s holding us back?
While I think fear often holds us back, I also think complacency plays a role. We get comfortable with our daily lives and typical habits. There’s a certain amount of inertia there. We don’t want to rock the boat. It’s easier to continue what we’ve been doing than to create new habits.
Why am I going to the Telluride Film Festival again? Obviously, I’ve enjoyed it in the past. I know what to expect, and I LOVE the location. It’s easier for me than going to the American Film Market, something I’ve never done.
If I say I value new experiences, why would I choose something so familiar? I want to relax and have fun. That’s not guaranteed when trying something new. And I feel at home here. I could spend many days in Telluride and Ouray without longing for much else!
I suppose I think there’s plenty of time for new experiences. I can do something new later. While that’s probably true, it doesn’t get me off the hook.
My actions indicate that I value some things that are familiar no matter how much I may tell myself I want to experience something new.
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